hah... It would be funny if it were not so sad.
The strange thing is the fortune... A half-year later, I'm returning and first thread i see is that, and somehow... read it awaiting the worst, but ignoring the rest. And wrote the hard words with no feeling... As if automatically.
Hope still exist you said?..
Unlikely I will be able to find another explanation for my actions. And the words spoken can't be returned.
So, that is it.
The finish. And end of our story here and what actually didn't even started.
Sorry.