Still there is a reason and a question if you don´t get it, well np just think a little longer about it.
You might left your confusion now partly , when you started to think first before you write, still your interpretations and assumptions was leading to it and no, i do not feel any neccessity to discuss your wordings, grammer and/or your lifestyle where both of us know that you are just flailing around atm. To be more specific - the written above is mostly pointless.
Bond
No it didn´t.
About your Problem with Sex:
Well, it is not easy to explain if you have only therotical confirmations about it and the mentioned rate you are also theoretical referring to. I can realy understand your interest in it but if you do not have hard facts...
Realy, it´s sad to hear that from you but given the fact of your age, a game forum might not be the right place to help you