A final warning

Only 1 question, who are the BG veterans ?

well in answere to that Tyreal lets hope u dont get to find out.

That was my post. I wish I never said it. I apologise to all.

I make no excuses but that post was made under extreme duress. IOC was tearing itself apart ect... I left IOC to make a clean start. And the fact that a private post was made public shows that I made the correct decision.

Noone else is to blame for that post except myself. Noone else had anything to do with that foul post. I was evil, hateful and disgusting. I am ashamed that I ever said such a thing and will never do so again.

I ask you all to please forgive me. Please allow me to start with a clean slate. I have taken myself out of the situation that was making me insane. It will never happen again.

Gal if I dont say howdy in game it is not because of anger or dislike or anything else like that. It because I am too ashamed. I humbly beg you for forgiveness.

now i am pi**ed off!

i read about placing bounties via conosle to do a private war on a single player of an allied clan and just days ago i was kindly asked to make console bounties anonymous...

this seems a bit too coincidental, doesnt it!!!!

Haegar I promise I know nothing at all about anonymous bounties.

I apologise for abusing your good work.

I know this sounds stupid but I didnt think it was an abuse at the time. Now I look back and see I was very very stupid.

I wish i would have never seen this log, but now it´s outspoken.

To not get it in the wrong direction of thinking: The content of what i must have read here is nearly driving me crazy...

This have nothing to do with fair play, honor and loyality to this community.

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well Burro i apreciate ur appology but it dont take Einstein to see that you were not the only person involved with this post (and BG Know who was involved) you may have posted it in the 1st place but this wasnt orchestrated just by you and those people shouldnt hide behind ur appology.

Kermit I agree. I was not thinking correctly. I was insane. The stress of IOC drove me out of my mind.

However nothing can excuse my cruelty. I am ashamed.

I can say KoH, LP, or TRF never saw or had any knowledge of my words. DD never asked me to come up with any plan nor did IOC.

This sick creation was mine alone.

CFPD will maintain its posture on the server.

OP, I have been holding IOC together for 7 months. All that time I felt like is was being ripped apart.

7 months of frustration and torment trying to hold together increasingly bitter factions within IOC.

I make no excuse. I made a sick thing. I am deeply ashamed.

I hurt Gal. I can never undo that. Nothing can ever make up for that. God I wish I could turn back time and take it back.

No one else was involved this was my own sick creation from my own sick mind.

M8 you hurt more than just Gal you hurt me and all other BG's and most of this community.

I know I hurt Everyone. But I made such an sick and evil plan against Gal. It is almost too much to bear. The shame I feel right now.

Gal didnt deserve it. I took it out on him and he didnt deserve it.

Gal im so damn sorry m8. I can never make it up to you.

Your short sightedness has turned this server upside down....... the negative feeling that flows about these days will take some time to repair.

I strongly suggest you guys that were invloved think on how you are going to help put this community back together and i dont mean by taking the easy way out and leaving.

I can't leave. I have to make atonement. Even if it shames me to log on.

Well, this is not what I expected from being transparent with OP, but it should be plain to most that my restrictions on my officers were not without reason. I have done my best as a first-time clan leader to balance the tendencies of strong personalities with server-wide opportunities for fun. I can't express how deeply saddened I am by all that has transpired in the last week, especially that I was unable to communicate more effectively with my own friends of nearly 2 years. I nearly lose the heart to continue, except that I cannot turn away from my own commitment to my clan and community. Perhaps we should all take some deep breaths, have a good cry, and go smell the roses for a while...

For once slayer you should remain quiet,maybe your enjoying this i dont no, but u seem to be milking the situation and thats not very admirable.If server harmony is what u seek u should look at burro's humility learn from it and pass it to your own members. Burro has my respect and that of many others ,people say things when angry what matters is, "facta non verba!".

Seeing as DD were also involved with this, i would think you would be the last person to make any such comment.

Quote: Next DD will place the bounty on Gal. IOC and KOH will kill Gal. DD will kill anyone trying to help Gal

I have no comment on this matter as im still struggling to come to terms with it all.