Hi Spiky,
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this is TDM after all yes everyone tries to have fun, and lets be honest its in humans nature willing to win, even if its deep inside but in the end everyone is content if he wins... thats one reason why I go after you in events (same as ASF/CSF)
Hi mate, how could you know that it was you I meant? 
Well. I see your point, too. I cannot talk for RexNebular, but I for myself tried to pick several targets. I tried everyone once, maybe to measure how good they are, and I couldn't beat you and Marauder and Shockwave at all.
But the other reason is, I didn't want to go after Mellon all the time - because I know that it's frustrating, when somebody is constantly behind you and I realized to late, that the late BG Pilot would have been a good opponent for me.
By the way, Mellon didn't give me the satisfaction I needed, because he managed to kill himself with his own missiles all the time when I nearly had him down ....
The reason why I picked you as a target later was, that I had the feeling you were after me all the time and so I didn't want to draw more attention from other pilots as well....
I don't want to win whatever the cost. But I don't want to be one of the poor guys, who have six or seven times more death than good shots..... and all the laughs goes on me....
When it's this frustrating like the last two tdm's , I guess I will stay away from that event for some time........
@OP_R8R :
Well I hope we see you back in space, when 1.8 is released. Would be a pleasure. By the way: The tdm-event has nothing to do with the good old events, when you were "out" when shot.
It was not so frustrating, when you lost a fight then and looked at the rest.
On the other hand you can learn more, doing the relaunch again and again. I love the idea of tdm. But - like Lucy said - it's the way it is and nothing can change that, I fear....
Bye
Bel