What are you listening to right now?

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  • Well, I p much enjoy talking here too. Not even just talking... as you have noticed, I tend to comment on the stuff I post when I have time. Except, I am a rather talkative person and nobody bothers reading all that stuff especially since it's usually about stuff they don't know.


    And, probably the reason why I've been sticking around for so much is the people here. I mean, I haven't been playing CF often, the last time I dropped by was Morning Dooms Hunt last Sunday, but the reason I come back? The local people. Like you, dented_ship, Denne, Wanderer, AZ09... most of them aren't as active either and I quite miss flying with them. Or just talking with them.


    Now... here's something I just can't get out of my head. Mainly because most of NieR Automata cinematics are awesome and this video is nothing but them. 3:44 - 3:58 is the best IMHO.

    I still can't wait for getting access to my brother-in-law's PS4 to play this...except I spoiled everything and this game runs on these secrets. Then again, if I wouldn't spoil everything I wouldn't be interested in it.


    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

  • Exactly dude... how else do you think I am still here after 15 years :X , this Community is truly amazing and it's the people that counts, not the 'characters' that we have in-game. Yeah, we've had our Ups and Downs, but that's what a Family is => fighting sometimes. :D

    You're also one of the people that I am here for (you're part of the CF Community) and I do read what you post, but I am honest that I have no clue what they mean :D , I've seen the games, but never played them, but I do read them and I appreciate what you have for these games.

    As for RL... here's a special one for you. I do not follow this rapper (pretty much everyone from the Entertaining industry, because they follow Evil - I won't get into that), but this song pretty much describes what happens (and is still happening in RL) -> The agenda of dumbing down the society.



    Never and I say NEVER compare yourself to other people, we are all different and unique. It's hard to find the people that will stick with you for the rest of your life, but it's all worth it and they will show up... eventually.


    I gotta go for a few hours though, peace brother and again... I am always here in case you want to talk.

    AbandonedAnguishedCatfish.webp


    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • That's the point - I've got people I can talk to here. Likewise I'm still a part of my Teeworlds clan even though I haven't played Teeworlds in a loong while.

    And well... the part with "we all are different and unique" is the reason how I'm able to function with such a low self-esteem. Yeah, I'm a flawed person that isn't anywhere near awesome, so what? It's who I am.

    From the other side "comparing myself to others", well... sometimes it's how I get drawn to stories - by noticing similarities between myself and characters in that story. Yes, 9S (a talkative, nerdy guy who's somewhat lonely on the inside and just can't do anything right) is an example.


    Okay, gotta post something.

    Anyway, I tend to forget to say this, but thanks, man.


    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

  • That's what it all comes down to - community. If you're isolated, it's even deadly (at least according to some research). We were created to be in communion, so I perfectly get it, bro. ;)

    I personally draw my strength from The Scriptures, that's where I get my hope, inspiration and strength.

    As for the characters in the video games and movies... yeah, we can have some similarities with them, but still we should not compare ourselves with anyone, because everyone's different. But yes, some people do have similar things to others and it's easier sometimes to relate those with one another.

    What matters the most is... that we get better each day, because Time is something that can't be bought and is the most precious thing that we have in life (except life itself and our family). :D

    Anyway, a song for the occasion:

    :P

    AbandonedAnguishedCatfish.webp


    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • "If your enemy is secure at all points, be prepared for him."
    "If he is in superior strength, evade him."
    "If your opponent is temperamental, seek to irritate him."
    "Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant."
    "If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. If his forces are united, separate them."
    "If sovereign and subject are in accord, put division between them."
    "Attack him where he is unprepared, appear where you are not expected."
    SunTzu - The art of War

  • "If your enemy is secure at all points, be prepared for him."
    "If he is in superior strength, evade him."
    "If your opponent is temperamental, seek to irritate him."
    "Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant."
    "If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. If his forces are united, separate them."
    "If sovereign and subject are in accord, put division between them."
    "Attack him where he is unprepared, appear where you are not expected."
    SunTzu - The art of War

  • "If your enemy is secure at all points, be prepared for him."
    "If he is in superior strength, evade him."
    "If your opponent is temperamental, seek to irritate him."
    "Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant."
    "If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. If his forces are united, separate them."
    "If sovereign and subject are in accord, put division between them."
    "Attack him where he is unprepared, appear where you are not expected."
    SunTzu - The art of War

  • Well, sometimes I just feel that this whole "we are created to be in communion" thing feels like a forced deal TBH. Especially back when I was a kid, I just thought "I hate all those assholes and don't want to have anything with them, having to depend on them sucks control rods".

    Sure, I did regain at least a bit of faith in humanity since then, but still...

    Then again... isn't life as a whole a forced deal?


    Okay, I'd better derail this train of thought.



    P.S. Arrgh dammit. Yesterday was his Launch Day.

    I still tarry with getting Bismarck in WoWS though. Just not in the mood playing battleships in general. And I have a bunch of them to grind: Gneisenau (probably the least painful to play), Sinop (got accuracy nerfed recently but it was imba so its ok), Nagato (which has so far been an infuriating ride) and Iron Duke (which has kinda been okayish).


    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

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  • It's not forced, dude... and you are not meant to rely on any of them, just a bunch of folks having fun together, that's all. ;)




    And no, life is not a forced deal... we are here on this earth to make decisions which will determine where we'd spend eternity. ^ ^

    AbandonedAnguishedCatfish.webp


    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • Okay, but look at it this way, If a human can't live in isolation, then it means they need to have another people around. Then it means they depend on other people, whether they like it or not. If anything includes words "whether they like it or not", it's a forced deal. Q.E.D.

    Ditto with life. I exist, whether I like it or not. Sure, we are all different, we all want different things from life, but what if a person simply wants nothing? What if they want to have nothing to do with eternity?

    As a disclaimer, I'm just exploring some philosophical questions I've been thinking about. It's a bit selfish way of thinking, but then again, I have always been a selfish, stubborn and defiant asshole. "Be Yourself", right? :D



    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

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  • That's because Hawwah (Eve) was created, because Adam couldn't live alone. ;)

    Life is a gift, man... can you just imagine for a minute if nothing existed? Now, can you imagine you having EVERLASTING life and not just that, but in abundance? Yeah.... mind blown, right? :D -> That's why we are here, the Most High created us, given us life... so we make those decisions that will determine where we'd spend eternity. Take it as... 'testing ground', it's pretty much that. That testing will only come if you start believing and obeying Him, simple as that, but hard as a.... HAHAHA, but that's why we have the struggles, to shape us.

    And the fact that you've said all of that, is much appreciated because I'd love to have someone who's being HONEST and TRUE, rather than a person who pretends to be somebody else. ;)

    Okay here's something old, but I like it a lot haha...

    AbandonedAnguishedCatfish.webp


    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • That's because Hawwah (Eve) was created, because Adam couldn't live alone.

    Wasn't it because Adam's first date didn't work out? I'm not much of a religious person so I don't know much about what the Scriptures say. *shrug*

    Still, that's the point - this need to be in society is something our nature has forced on us.

    Now, can you imagine you having EVERLASTING life and not just that, but in abundance?

    Well, and if we have a person who's just... disinterested? Or someone who's been finding life painful? And what if it's for reasons they don't exactly have control over?

    And the fact that you've said all of that, is much appreciated because I'd love to have someone who's being HONEST and TRUE, rather than a person who pretends to be somebody else.

    It's a byproduct of being a stubborn and defiant asshole, yes. But you see, I'm also an aspiring scientist. Asking questions and proposing answers is kinda what is expected of me.



    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

  • Wasn't it because Adam's first date didn't work out? I'm not much of a religious person so I don't know much about what the Scriptures say. *shrug*

    I am not religious at all, I am not even christian (former Orthodox). Religion is man-made, an instrument used to control, manipulate, cause conflicts, steal etc. in the name of faith. Faith has NOTHING in common with religion. ;) That's why I don't belong to any denomination whatsoever, the Most High revealed Himself to me back in 2015 (prior to that I was Orthodox Christian), He revealed Himself in many ways, but in case you want to know about that -> I can tell you all about it via PM.

    But regarding the question, it didn't work out because they disobeyed when the serpent (nachash [NOT a literal talking snake] -> aka Fallen Angel of the rank of Seraph / nachash means also 'The Shining Ones', reference to their angelic nature and as we were before the Fall, same nature that's why we used to be able to see them and communicate with them like we are today) told the lie of them being able to become as 'elohim / gods' (though El means Mighty One and Elohim is plural -> a deity title, because "god" comes from "gad", a fallen angel pretending to be an el of fortune, but anyway, you get the point.

    And ever since, man wants to do his/her own thing, aside from the Will of the Heavenly Father. He created all and everything, which means He gets to make the rules and if you don't live by those rules, well...

    Still, that's the point - this need to be in society is something our nature has forced on us.

    That's why... and as The Scriptures say "It's not good for a man to be alone" is because it'd be pretty loooooooonely being all alone. Isolation sucks, no matter what the kind, just because someone is used to it... doesn't mean that it's good.


    Well, and if we have a person who's just... disinterested? Or someone who's been finding life painful? And what if it's for reasons they don't exactly have control over?

    Everyone is interested in something... if he/she doesn't know yet what that is, sooner or later will find out. ;)

    Life's painful because it's ruled by evil people and we have to endure all of that sh*t. You'll find your only hope in The Scriptures, but hey... I don't want to sound like I am trying to 'convert' you or anything, but in case you do have questions -> you can always ask me, dude.

    It's a byproduct of being a stubborn and defiant asshole, yes. But you see, I'm also an aspiring scientist. Asking questions and proposing answers is kinda what is expected of me.

    This negativity man, it's bad. Don't talk like that about yourself. If you need help overcoming that, I am always here and you can always talk to me. As for the questions, yes... without asking questions, how can someone find knowledge? ;)

    "Ask and it shall be given to you, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it shall be opened."
    - Matthew 7:7-8 (TS2009)


    Now here's an amazing song, special for you man:

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    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • :P



    AbandonedAnguishedCatfish.webp


    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • You probably misunderstood, "Adam's first date" was supposed to mean Lilith. Wasn't she supposed to be his first wife, or I've just horribly failed my Knowledge (Ancient Texts) roll?

    This negativity man, it's bad. Don't talk like that about yourself.

    Hey, it's a part of being honest with myself. I'm a flawed person and It'd do me good to know those flaws. Okay, I do exaggerate them just to be on the safe side so I don't overestimate my own capabilities.



    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

  • You probably misunderstood, "Adam's first date" was supposed to mean Lilith. Wasn't she supposed to be his first wife, or I've just horribly failed my Knowledge (Ancient Texts) roll?

    No such thing. The character of Lilith comes from the Kabbalah, that's the "Forbidden Knowledge", full of occult satanic stuff... stay away from it. If there was even a Lilith, she must have been a demon or a fallen angel and yeah, there's a difference.



    The greek hist... sorry, I meant mythology (but it's history) recalls that account.... as well as the other ancient cultures, they ALL talk about the same thing. Nowadays, the satanists are trying to twist it by being 'aliens' from another planet, like the TV Show "Ancient Aliens", but that's again twisting the truth.

    So, the character of Lilith has nothing to do with Scripture... she comes from that occult forbidden knowledge that's called "Kabbalah", you must have even seen it, here are a few examples:



    You see those people wearing them, some are not even aware of what they wear! Those that are not, are saying of the sort "this is to protect you from evil" I mean WTF, are these people insane? The only One who protects us from all is The Almighty, not some stupid item. And those who KNOW what they are (you'll see also a lot of celebrities wearing them), they know why they are wearing them.

    ______________________________________

    And now for the songs, a classic:



    :P

    AbandonedAnguishedCatfish.webp


    “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of יהוה, and their righteousness from Me,” declares יהוה.

    - Isaiah (Yesha’YAH) 54:17 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “For you are a Set-Apart people unto YHWH your Elohim; YHWH your Elohim has chosen you to be His own treasure, out of all peoples that are upon the face of the earth.“

    - Deuteronomy (Devarim) 7:6 (The Hebraic-Roots Version)


    “And I will be a Father to you, and you will be sons and daughters to Me, says YAHWEH Almighty.“

    - 2 Corinthians (Qorintiyim) 6:18 (Hebraic Roots Bible)


    “And I give them everlasting life, and they shall by no means ever perish, and no one shall snatch them out of My hand.“

    - John (Yohanan) 10:28 (The Scriptures / TS2009)


    “And I, Enoch, began to bless YAHWEH of the mighty ones and the KING of the universe.“

    - 1 Enoch (Hanokh) 12:3 (YAHWEH's Sword)

  • So basically yeah, I blundered that Knowledge roll.

    Nowadays they are trying to bring those nephilim back, through programs such as "Supersoldiers" and "Transhumanism", as the Scripture says "The Last Days shall be like the Days of Noah" -> we are getting close, for sure.

    Aww... did you ever hear about WH40k? Basically one of the things the mankind pulled out in order to reconquer the Galaxy was creating a flak ton of superhuman soldiers. This being WH40k, it went tits up, with roughly a half of those soldiers turned to Chaos. Basically something along these lines.


    "Across the savage skies and through the fissures in the fields,
    The rumble of the engines and the trundle of the wheels,
    Through hell and horror trudge and yet their spirits never yield.
    Will they sing of these forsaken pawns of war?"
    -Miracle Of Sound, "Pawns of War".

    Edited once, last by Ajay ().