Posts by Baldwin

damn R8R, you seem like you never had to sleep on teh couch because of your spouse.

ok, here is one of my poems that poetry was made for: trying to get

girls to forgive you. so this is one of those, and yes marcbomber, this one failed. she

utterly hates me now.

The Dark Moon

The wind spreads your

sweet perfume.
The moon shines on your silky skin.
The autummn matches your wild

hair.
The stars reflect the serenity of your eyes.

They say our eyes are the

doorway to the cosmos.
They also say our eyes reflect our lives.
Your eyes show a life

without war or strife, plauge or famine.
My eyes show a life that is contrast to

yours.
I live a life of pain, anguish, and bittersweet conflicts.
I live the life of

agony and may it shall remain thoughout the eons even after my death.

The sea washes

over me with your untames persona.
The sky holds your sweet words.
The sun brightens

your eternal beauty.

If I had one wish in the world it would be that your unweilding

eutopia of life, happiness, and love remain a pillar of fate, a rule of law, so that this

world, this golden age of humanity, doesn't live on in the dark corners alone.

were teh GTF an origonal from SL?

and also: where

are teh WP and other clans of crossfire?
i never see them on, or hear of what system they

own if they do.

am i ever going to get feedback from this?

give me your opinions, no lying!

what about when:
1. you havent had a girlfriend

in 8 years

2. you do your homework at 4 in teh moring because Unreal tournament had

a championship

3. you have white spots on the bed from seeing miss pixel too many

times

4. you havent shaven in 4 months.

5. you start thinking about the next

millisecond of the next second your modem takes to download the next Linux

version.

6. you think that the butterfly net is a chat sever that your wife and other

peoples female spouses rag on about man hating.

7. you read the manuals from the

latest game from Microsoft to your kids instead of " Goldilocks and the Three

Bears"

8. when you do read that story to your kids it is " The Motherboard and the

Three Chips "

9. you buy a grave in the Veitnam Veterans Memorial for your computer

after it dies out.

10. you make cardboard face implants to make yourself a "Borg" to

fuse yourself to your machine.

11. you belive the matrix is real

12. and when

you ARE the machine

Re-awakening

The world has crumbled beneath me.
The world has betrayed me.
They would

burn me as a abomination and a feind.
The would-be people who supposivly were my allies

held teh torches.
They were beaming with smirks of deception.
One by one they flung

the flaming curses at me, one even struck my chest.
Then, the world went black,

smothering all like traces of light marking the way for doom.

They were all afraid,

for my purposed has just began.
But it was too late, my body was too burnt and ragged to

make amends.
With all my hatred, all my strength, all my will, i screamed the black

curses that unlocked my power, scattering flames that danced with a lightening tango when

they set people afire.

People ran fearing my magic that easily mowed down people who

ran.
All my former allies stood motionless, sensing what they had set afoot.
The one

i used to call Second looked up at me and requested mercy for them.
I only gave him

mercy because he would see the death he started tonight.

All the people were dead in

the village.
My grand plan will rise again.
All shall perish under my iron fist.

But they didnt realize what little time they had untill i escaped the chains i was tied

to.
And they also didnt realize that the entire world has made the re-birth of evil

possible.

And they shall know that I am not myth.........not now not ever.

The Longing

i kill. i bleed. i

feel. i cry.

i lay wishing i was somewhere else.
i live in a place of illusion.

i have fake friends, fake allies, and fake pride.
i am used. i am ignored. i am

tossed away.

i kill. i bleed. i feel. i cry.

i kill with evil. i bleed with

open wounds. i feel the jaws of life clamping down. i cry with the begging for mercy.
i

live life hoping that i can stay out of the shadows, live a normal life.
but fate has no

happy endings.
fate has no corners to turn, no intersections to change paths, no lanes

to change destinations.
i shall always long for the day my fake friends, my fake allies,

and my foolish fake pride throw a rose into my deathbed.

The Insanity

My evil has lasted centuries.
I have killed countless people.
A one man

army, one man force.
I am the evil of evils.
I am the fear of the feared.
I am

the titan of the gods.
I cannot be trusted for I exploit your secrets.
I cannot be

killed. You die where the thought comes to bear.
I cannot be stopped. You cannot halt

the pendelum.
God has sent me to undo his mistakes.
I have been sent to finish

Pandora's job.

But one day God sent down an army of angels.
We battled for days

uptop my tower.
Every single one of them were killed by my hands.
Then laughing at

me God sent down a tunnel of fire.
I realized one thing:

God is the evil of

evils.
God is the fear of the feared.
God is the titan of the gods.
God cannot

be stopped.

And while the flames ravaged my body I let out one final laugh.

My unending laugh of insanity.

A Rise To Fall

I have returned.
My long awaited trek from the underworld.
I long to find

the one that imprisoned me.
I shall savor his blood.
And make a coat of his skin.

And weapons from his bones.
Then my plan will once again take shape.
MY EMPIRE

SHALL RISE!!
TOWNS WILL BURN!!
PEOPLE SHALL DIE!!
NATURE WILL BE EXTINCT!!

TO CREATE MY VISION OF THE PERFECT WOLRD NATURE MUST DIE!!
I then arrive at my

armies center, shocked to find the place scoured of life by the desert.
And i now know

why the people called this place " Dead Fool's Valley ".
All the graves were rudly

buried as if they were shoved in with the bodies in a battle.
I reburied them all, but

only after i dug mine, showing my men i was joining them.
And at my last moments of life

inside that hole of darkness, i saw my personally hell:

The world in it's pitiful

form.

anyone want to hear poetry?
just wondering

before i put it on and then get blasted by 40 different people about it.

thx

we were meant

to live by switchfoot.

im meant for less though........

here's a dumb-ass, lame thing to say as a f'

you:
" hey mr. british SAS, im part of the IRA...wanna have "lunch"? "

what about a simple " fuck you"?

wrong post for anime sedd and avenger.
i never really

got into that anime but from what i saw was pretty good, too bad i couldnt see

more.

but the tackyist anime i've seen in that kind of genre was Big O, what a crock

of ****.

did that mean anything don?
and who was that to? me or

sedd?

but, its alright, the

launch doesnt have a lot of music you like to hear, like they have no rave music, and yahoo

games is just a way to meet interesting people, and i mean INTERESTING people ( on

battleship there is a italian that blabs nothing else beside how gay he and america is. [4]

......sad.......) while playing board games with other people.

why exactly do you have a

trial period in BG?
why not just keep people to make your numbers grow and for word to

spread out ( not that BG does, but all the same)

is it just to see who would

represent BG the best on-line in diplomacy?

dunno, new to the clan stuff, this is a

lot different than Delta Force on-line....

old post yes i know but you can go to

www.games.yahoo.com
and sign up for free, gets you games and you get

to go to www.launch.yahoo.com for music

dunno...........promotion in the BG?

i meant it as a

bargaining chip, like if you know a secret you have something you can bribe him with.