Posts by Baldwin

yeah a couple times by hawk and that guy phex i was

attacked straight in cinematic mode...which is why i lost more than 2mil in cargo....but if

it was after teh movie view i would have gotten through which is why i dubbed the drom the

Blockaid Runner. ( no joke )

reason why i dubbed it that was cause i got through

phex, another of his compaions (think was toby), and about 12 outcats that stayed there

since they were camping...with only 2 CM and 2 sunfurys mk1......sad loadout huh?

not unless i got them! but be careful, pirates are more common

nowadays then in 1.3....just watch for a guy names phex.... .....bastard took 'bout

2mil's worth of cargo from me......we should have no dock raping rules for when you jump

from a system..

I didn't know what you bore.
Now once

again you walk once more.
We needn't go down that path.
But once again I incured

God's wrath.

We yelled at night's end.
And threw ourselves in the bin.
I

didn't know what to say.
Until that horrible day.

I was called to journey.
My

desision needs no jury.
I have walked onto my road.
Theres no need to

brood.

You came running on the air.
Unwary of the Sky God's fare.
He sent word

for the Sun God's tamed.
And then received the dark flame.

No one knew what it

felt.
When i was crying when I knelt.
I saw the goddess-given amber of your wind-swept

hair.
And saw that it was taken, and place upon a mare.

I tamed the mare, and

dubbed it thee.
Now we can forever be.
Not in physical, but in spiritual.
With this

memento can I make it through this duel?

I saw your necklace brimming with

love.
And saw the fire kill a dove.
I took your necklace and took off again.
And

went off to kill what stood dealing pain.

he he.....a poem in 5 minutes and i believe its really good

...............no proofreading yet Pandora...( and if someone can come up with a title that

will be much appreciated. )

We march off once again.
Into the depths of

hell we go.
But hand in hand we cannot see.
This place isn't for what cannot be.
I

did not heed your warning.
And now i seem lost in love's warming.
I stay in the

shadows of life.
I stay in the spotlight of strife.
I cannot see why we went.
But

you seem to regret what we spent.

I march alone.
I fight below.
We were not

meant to be.
But I don't care about this maybe.
If I find a way to come home

tonight.
And find a way to fly this senseless kite.
I promise that we do not miss this

perfect flight.

oceans twelve. white chick puts out teh wrong image

for white chcatlate( whatever teh fuck you spell it )

ROTC (any type) or Boy

Scouts?

ok this has no

title.
this is about one event that has changed my life in more ways than one, and this

is about the girl i was talking about, the one who hates me now, but now she doesnt hate me,

well thats what SHE says...but anyways this is why she despised me.

The fall has

the color of your hair.
Red, yellow, green, all mixing into your sea of beauty.
The

moon matches the silver sparkle in your eyes in many forms.
Cresent for anger, half for

laughter, and a full moon when we look inot each others eyes.
The sun has the predictable

personallity.
Rising to bring light into everyones day, and setting when you are mad at

them, banishing them to the dark depths of your heart.

Our love is like the fall, a

mix of emotions.
The fall brings all of your love in a flurry of leaves.
But that

might change soon.
Bitter winds come like harsh words, turning the land into a barren

winter.
Your thoughts come at me like sharpened knives, threatening to slice my world in

two.
Ever since that Summer night when we almost shared that passonate kiss i ever-so

wanted, you started to throw your hatred down upon me.
It has started to make my world

dull and cold.
If this world of mine depends on our love then it is over.
The world

still turns to waste.

And all your beauty, and our love, shall die when the last leaf

falls.
This world cannot live without you by its side.

i heard that song too many

times.....i like the beginning but the depressive mood i ike fades off and spoils the

song.......

any idea how to upload a song on a

forum? its on my comp....

but anyways: Green Day " American Idiot "

the song

title explains myself

if i learn this in HS then i might as

well just drop out right now.........

uh one thing i need to know....were the

trojan horuse things real? if not then i know my mom is going to piss herself when she

clicks that.....and dont be suprised if i dont get back on the internet

The Cyrstal

Method " Busy Child "

looks like nobody has

been listening to music, i have had to for past two days, our server went down for teh

holidays and i cant find anything constructive to do.....

so!

" Punk " by

Ferry Corsten

its more like a mental and

physical workout Trowa,
physical for teh fast ok'ing, and mental for trying to figure

out what they mean......damn my german class for being too slow...........

iron maidan

huh? i knew i heard that somewhere before while i was reading it.....but in my opinion

R8R's selection beat both of us NW, but i still like mine, i still have one more love poem

to find somewhere in my pile of shit in my room.

teh last two love poems i posted

were done on teh spot if ya want to know.....but it took like about 15 min to

finish...........i still am wondering if i should send them off to this girl i

like........me ---->[1729] [714] [1729] [rocketwhore] <--- the girl.....that'll prolly be

the end result.

we never

really gave each other links, we just told the song and left you to fend for yourselves,

well here is my song and a link to see it along with a video of

it

http://starterupsteve.com/swf/allyourbase.html

The Days

You have given me a purpose.
You have given me peace.
You have given me a

piece of my sanity back.
But what have i done for you?

I am abomination.
I am

diease.
I am evil.
I am nothing.
Yet you still try to reach inside my soul.
You

try to grasp that last part of humanity from me.
Why?

You know my past is

staggering at me.
I cannot pull away.
It wields me like a sword.
I cannot stop it

from trying to cut us away.
So, my love, I ask why you still are here?
Why do you try

to repair a broken record?
You do not use glue on an antique and expect it to be the

same.

So, you have done much to me, but what am I to you?
What gain do you take

from me by playing possum?
I am not sure why you bother a loney, dark soul like

me......

I dont like illusions....

my song: " my chestnuts are roasting over a

open fire "

The

Protecting Angel

I love you my sweet.
I have always loved you.
We

have shared our loving friendship, and even our pains, for ages.
I have always stood by

your side.
I have always protected you.
I have always guided you in your dark

times.
But now you suffer a problem which i cannot fix:destiny

I talk to you

everyday, hearing you talk about your love waiting for you in the future, your knight on his

horse waiting to take you away.

Well i have no horse, i am not a knight, and i am not

just wisking you away into the beyonds.

I planned for us to wed, to hold each other

in our arms till the end.
But this spikes the road in our future.

I also have the

ghost of time after me, though it is the ghost of past.
I am haunted of past events,

which teh recipients of my actions do not forgive, and some even despise me.
The guilts

of the past have worn me away.

My love is fading.
And you are beginning a new

journy toward truth.
I cannot bear losing you.
That is why I took my life.
So i did

not see you leave my sights.

But i cannot leave you this way.
You still need

guidance and protection.
I dont give a damn about wings.
I dont give a damn about

rewards.
And i dont give a damn about your knight.

I just want you to reach your

highest happiness, a place were I have failed so much in trying to acheive.

oh, and

Come

to Daddy by the Aphex Twins

i never got Bjork, she sounds like a opera

name.

anyways:

Blue ( Da Ba Bee ) by Eiffel

65

and

Mixtape by Butch Walker