Sir OP, Firstly, My condolences. It is hard to lose someone close, and even harder filling the void that's left. Memories that won't wash away with time and they sping to mind and spark those feelings again which in turn broaden the void and deapens the hurt. However, life does go on. New days dawn. Remember the ones lost and they will live forever. Secondly Sir, I have been piloting a ship in Freelancer since the game went public. First during the storyline, then I discovered the multiplayer s…