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That was my post. I wish I never said it. I apologise to all. I make no excuses but that post was made under extreme duress. IOC was tearing itself apart ect... I left IOC to make a clean start. And the fact that a private post was made public shows that I made the correct decision. Noone else is to blame for that post except myself. Noone else had anything to do with that foul post. I was evil, hateful and disgusting. I am ashamed that I ever said such a thing and will never do so again. I ask…

Haegar I promise I know nothing at all about anonymous bounties. I apologise for abusing your good work. I know this sounds stupid but I didnt think it was an abuse at the time. Now I look back and see I was very very stupid.

Kermit I agree. I was not thinking correctly. I was insane. The stress of IOC drove me out of my mind. However nothing can excuse my cruelty. I am ashamed. I can say KoH, LP, or TRF never saw or had any knowledge of my words. DD never asked me to come up with any plan nor did IOC. This sick creation was mine alone.

OP, I have been holding IOC together for 7 months. All that time I felt like is was being ripped apart. 7 months of frustration and torment trying to hold together increasingly bitter factions within IOC. I make no excuse. I made a sick thing. I am deeply ashamed. I hurt Gal. I can never undo that. Nothing can ever make up for that. God I wish I could turn back time and take it back. No one else was involved this was my own sick creation from my own sick mind.

I know I hurt Everyone. But I made such an sick and evil plan against Gal. It is almost too much to bear. The shame I feel right now. Gal didnt deserve it. I took it out on him and he didnt deserve it. Gal im so damn sorry m8. I can never make it up to you.

I can't leave. I have to make atonement. Even if it shames me to log on.

No Laser. I hurt Gal and many others without cause. I'm a piece of shit.

Please do not continue with the hating against one another. This is a comunity of friends playing a game. My words created this mistrust and anger. Please end it now. I have much to atone for. Please dont let my shameful and dishonorable words continue to be a wedge between good people. I beg you please.

Eddie thank you for forgiving me. I dont deserve it but I thank you all the same. M8 I tell you the truth the sick post was conceived by me alone.